I don’t need anyone to take my side. My life has been a long string of being alone with short periods of being together interspersed just often enough that I cannot be classified as a complete hermit. I can take care of myself. When I come on here to rant, which happens pretty seldomly, comparatively, I don’t need anyone to take sides. I can only give my side of the story, and it is colored with my perceptions. And I am usually pissed when I write it. I am here to rant, not for sympathy or to make allegiances.
I really don’t need anyone to go and harass any one else on my account, for any reason whatsoever. I am not sure why anyone would do this, but I hope no one would ever do it in my name and think that that I’d appreciate it. I don’t need anyone to take my word alone and act like it is the only version of the truth and give anyone else shit on my hearsay.
And I really, really don’t fucking need anyone to try and commiserate with both sides of any conflict I write about. I’m not talking about trying to get both sides (which is admirable), I’m talking about backstabbers. Who the fuck tries to take both sides of an argument? I understand that there are people who thrive on drama and stir up as much shit as they can, but I really didn’t think that people like that would be interested in reading my diary. I hope they understand when I don’t invite them back.
If anyone thought I was a shitheel, I am not gonna say that I am not (because I know me better than you) but why in the hell would someone hang around the diary of a person whom they thought was not a good person? Don’t wait until it would hurt the most to call me a shitheel. Say it when you figure it out and then go away. Gods know I won’t try and stop you.